Week....400??

Yeah...I've been abscent for awhile...so long that I filled the void with losing 100 lbs. Abso-fuckin-lutely!! I weigh in now at 261 lbs.

Weigh In: Week 4

This week was a good one. It was filled with positive choices and lacked temptations. I went out to dinner, ate at a friends house and even forgot my meal for work one night...and I managed to make smart choices and get through it.

So what is the dreaded number at this week??

342.4

One thing in particular that I've noticed myself watching out for is my fat intake. I've never paid much attention to the fat grams...only calories and sodium...and sometimes carb. But a friend ofmine is on a diet as well and her doctor told her no more then 25 grams of fat a day. Out of curiousity I started to look at what I was consuming and I can really see a difference in what I eat. You just don't realize how much fat is in ALMOST everything.

Phlegm..Party of one?

So thank God for the Zpack! I started feeling better the next day once on that.

I felt great this week, but now I'm losing my voice again, and I feel like I have a tumor the size of a golf ball imbedded in the back of my throat. That can't be a good sign.

The diet is going great! Last night I went out to eat with Steph. We went to Hector's at 5pm and waited for what seemed like 3 hours so that we could just sit and spoon the yummy salsa into our mouthes. Yes, it's THAT good!

We both behaved ourselves...erm considering we are BOTH on diets (right, Miss I crave gas station burgers when awake in the morning). We shared one basket of chips with lots of delicious fresh salsa. For dinner I had a taco salad with grilled chicken. When asked what they offer for fat free or low fat dressing the skinny bitch that possibly graduated in my class says that they only have fat free Italian. IF I WANTED ITALIAN DRESSING I WOULD BE AT OLIVE GARDEN...I ended up getting some regular ranch on the side, but didn't even end up using it. The salsa was so good I just used more of that for dressing. I ate about half of the salad then tossed the rest. Water to drink!

I was proud of myself. It's a relief to know that I'm at the stage in my diet where I don't consider myself a binge risk. Nothing worse then having to ask your best friend if she would be willing to throw herself in between me and a slice of cheesecake... if it came to that. I'm pretty sure she would, but also pretty sure that she would refrain from being seen in public with me afterwards.


No one said it was easy to be a good friend!!

Weigh In: Week 3

So I'm a bit disappointed with how little I lost this week...

346.4

I know even a little loss is a good loss and if I look back at the week and ponder where it could have gone wrong...The fact that I was on my death bed for 3 days with a sinus infection could have a little something to do with it. I sucked on a lot of cough drops in those 3 days. But I didn't eat anything that I normally wouldn't on my diet...in fact I barely ate anything because I felt like shit. So that really throws me for a loop.

I know I need to pick up the pace on the exercising. I also know that I am using this crazy work schedule that they have me on for the next month as an excuse for not going to the gym. Shame on me.

I am determined to shine this week!!!!!!

Wish me luck!!

Music Moment

Laura Marling....

I love her voice, it's so ecclectic.

Of Course!

The is an unwelcome feeling in the back of my throat.. My guess is strep, let's hope I'm wrong.



FUCK!

Video Moment

I don't know what's better; Matt's impersonation or David Letterman's laugh!! I love them both!

Weigh In: Week 2

Today marks week 2 of my diet.

Let me start by saying that I am OFFICIALLY on a diet. I've made it through the first week of hell. It wasn't so bad, it's just alot to get used to. As they say; old habits die hard. I was always one of those people that ate out of bordom. So at home I always sat and ate snacks at the computer, while at work I would munch on fried deli food. I've had to find other ways to fill that void. It's pretty easy at home to do, because I'm not home all that much. I'm pulling 60 hour work weeks from now until God only knows when because my boss is having back surgery today. Out of her whole staff she trusts me and the assistant manager...

Which leaves me with the void at work. This past week was difficult, but I keep reminding myself that if I eat that burrito, it's going to make a home for itself on my ass and I will have to work 3 times as hard to get it to pack up and leave. I keep myself busy with cleaning and organizing the store...not just to take my mind of food but also to try to make up for the fact that I'm not exercising as much as I should because I'm pulling so many hours. I try and stay at a fast pace to work up a sweat...plus I constantly find myself doing butt crunches...despite the fact that I know customers think I'm try to pass a monster fart discretely.

Now the fun part.

I weighed myself first thing this morning...erm, after I went to the bathroom and I'm happy to say that I weigh in at [insert drum roll]:

348.6

The hole to China

The pot hole in the middle of the parking lot at my work is about ready to swollow the building whole... I'm starting to worry...I thiink it has a plan, because everyday it gets bigger and bigger...

World domination??

Fiber Overdose

They should have a limit on how many fiber one yogurts one should eat in a day. I think I surpassed it. I'm feeling quite odd right now.





Guess who's lost 6 lbs??? ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!