I'm really trying to get back in the mind set to lose weight. I've just completely let myself go in the last year...or two. I've let it take a backseat to alot of things in my life, and the truth is that I'm happier when I have something so real and serious to focus on. Everything in my life is healthier when I'm in good health...or trying to get into good health. I'm a more organized person and most importantly I'm much more active.
I'm not one of those people that loves their body for what it is, I'm just not. I don't consider myself insecure, but that doesn't mean that I have to enjoy being fat. I feel like my whole personality suffers for my shame. So I'm gonna try to go back on my diet. I think I'm close enough to the right mindset to do it for real this time.
About 4 years ago I lost nearly 80 lbs. (granted I wasn't as heavy from the start as I am now) but it was probably the best feeling I've ever had. I felt like I had something to be proud of. I was active and felt good about myself. I want that back. When I try to picture my future, I never see it with me being extremely heavy. My diet blog is back up and running, and I hope I can keep it updated because I think that might help me stay motivated.
We'll see if this is the real deal or not!
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i'm working on something similar....I only lost 40 before and felt good for that much...but I also felt like I was just beginning...I am back to the clinic in a week with much more to lose and hearing you lost 80 lbs, though I have much more to lose, makes me feel like maybe I can do it this time.,
That's awesome! I'm all about being healthy. I'm here for you if you want to talk shop!
BTW could you possibly make your font just a little larger? It's very very small!
Hey! How are you? Long time,huh?
I'm trying to lose weight from when I was 14...Its been one hell of a journey with lots of ups and downs..But the incredible feeling you get after losing even a kilogram is..well indescribable!
Here's wishing you all the very best!
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